I am listening to a song and it made me think of all of our remember whens. Do you remember when....
We first met? I remember the feeling of my heart leaping and being confused as to why. How could you have that effect on my I was only 14 and had just met you?
We went out on that first date? I was so scared and excited I didn't know what to do or say.
You went out with us for birthday limo ride? We drove through Arby's drive through and had a great time. Do you remember what happened that night? I wish things had been different, that I would have had the strength to stand my ground and stop things
you held me in that one last hug before you left for basic? It was a magical moment that I can still close my eyes and see you standing next to your car as I walked towards my door knowing I didn't know when I would see you next.
the first letter you wrote to me or you got one from me? I don't remember what it said but I know I was so glad to hear from you. I remember all the fun stories you use to write me about log cabins and fireplaces. I lived for each of those letters, because I knew for a few moments you stopped what you were doing and thought only of me while you wrote those words on the paper. I loved knowing that I occupied part of your mind like you occupied so much of mine
the moment you got home from basic? I can see you stepping out of the van and thinking oh my god how is it possible that he looks even more amazing. I remember watching your sister hug you, and Christy being there too, then as if in slow motion you put your arms around me and gave me a hug. I was so glad you were home but so confused as to where we stood after all the crazy letters.
we would play putt putt behind movies 8 and the bets we made? I think you still owe me from losing some of those rounds. Did you lose on purpose? I loved being your friend and hanging out with you. I can still feel the thumping of my heart from the excitement of getting to be there with you.
you walked the streets of our neighborhood heartbroken? I remember wanting to make everything better for you and not knowing how to do that. As much as I wanted you to be available I didn't want you to be heartbroken to become available.
we were wrestling in the living room of my mom's house and you kissed me? Time stood still and you slowly leaned down and kissed me. It felt like everything in the world was finally where it needed to be. I felt like all of my dreams were beginning to come true with just one kiss.
we use to hang out at your apartment? I remember it so well. You always had Star Trek on your TV and crunch berry cereal to eat. We would often wheel in to Rally's on the way to your apartment. I remember my friends hanging over the balcony to talk to the guys downstairs. I remember sitting in your room with you and talking
you lit the heart shaped firework on the balcony? I remember feeling so touched at the effort you put in to doing that and then how happy I felt each time I saw the burn marks it left on the concrete.
I first said I love you? I remember telling you and I believe I scared you so bad. You didn't say anything back and just stared at me. It was ok because I did love you then, now and forever.
we stayed at the Thunderbird Lodge on our trip to MA? We, well maybe mostly you since I slept a lot, were so tired but no one wanted to give us a room to stay in as we didn't have a credit card and you weren't 21.
we camped in the tent in Doug's backyard? Laying next to you listening to the sounds of the world just outside our tent. Getting to be with you and only you it was wonderful trip.
Well that is act 1 of do you remember. I will work on Act 2.
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